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Apr 6, 2004
Well I found this new tutorial on Creative about Trace Contours so I decided o do a little experimenting and this is what I came up with. Textures and stock photos are from DeviantArt, Insomniac, and The Magic Box. Brushes are from Tere, Insomniac, Digital Bristle, 5th Muse. Fonts are Will and Grace, Pixel 10, Lainie Day and I can't remember the rest. I don't really remember where I got the pics of Julianne Moore from either. Sorry. Anyway... on with the art. Hope you like it. Laters all!

Posted at 10:27 pm by Anguissette
Apr 4, 2004
WTF? *Ambiguity ahead...*
Yeah, your guess is as good as mine. I dunno what the HELL is going on right now so please bear with me. I apologize to those of you who are used to my normally chipper self. Things are just a little out of hand and I don't like that at all. Not that I am a control freak mind you, but this thing is seriously out of control. Wow. WTF has happend? I dunno myself and I'm a little surprised by the way things have turned out. I thought I was being mature and making the right decision. Now I'm scared of what it is slowly twisting into. I am alone for an unselfish reason, but I don't think you know that. Surprised it hurts me to? Just because I put on a brave face doesn't mean I'm not breaking inside as you are. But this isn't about that, this is about what you want. What does it mean? "Whoever I am to you." I don't have the slightest inkling to what you mean. I am not going to ask the others for help because it is not about the others. They are not involved, so why would I burden them? It is my responsibility to try to put things right. I don't expect nor will I ask for anyone elses help. If the situation is irreconcilable, then I will have to face the consequences. I will not have it any other way. These are my terms. Of course they do not apply to you, you are free to do what you see is right by you. I will respect your decisions no matter what. I will keep my head. I will not become an emotional wreck. What comes will come. I will be waiting in the aftermath.
Posted at 03:58 pm by Anguissette
Apr 3, 2004
To my boyfriend, hope you have a happy 9 month anniversary. I am sorry we can't be together to celebrate today but I wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts today. Lots of love and kisses and all that sentimental mush. T.S.

Posted at 05:39 pm by Anguissette
Mar 31, 2004
In Memory of Cecelia Zhang
Please remember nine year old Cecelia Zhang and her family in this time of tragedy. She was taken from us much too soon. Let us pray that the person who murdered this poor, innocent girl will be brought to justice swiftly and that he/she recieve the harshest punishment possible. Let us not forget the beautiful child who was robbed of her bright future. Let us all keep her in our prayers and in our hearts.
For more information on Cecelia, click here.
Posted at 08:05 pm by Anguissette
Mar 30, 2004
Posted at 08:57 pm by Anguissette
Mar 26, 2004
Out of the night that covers me
Black as the pit from pole to pole
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced or cried aloud
Under the bludgeoning of chance
My head is bloody but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how straight the gait
or how charged with punishments the scroll
I am the captain of my fate
I am the master of me soul.
--William Ernest Henley
Posted at 05:08 pm by Anguissette
I'm an idiot!!! Stupid stupid stupid...
<<WARNING: BAD LANGUAGE AND MANY EXPLETIVES AHEAD>>>
(This was written at an earlier time, but I could only post it now.)
Fucking shit. I hate my life. Why am I so stupid. Well here I am at Robarts (UofT's peacock shaped library. I don't know squat about architechture so don't ask me what that's all about.) I decided to come downtown bright and early (For me anyway) in order to take out a movie that I need to view again in order to complete a film assignment that is due next week Tuesday. Stupid "La Guerre est Finie"! Dammit all. Well anyways, I was going to go to the Audio Visual Library (AVL) within Robarts and snag myself a copy, when I got an unpleasant surprise. I opened up my wallet to get my T-Card, but it wasn't there. I had taken the stupid thing out yesterday because I had to show the TAs my ID so I could hand in my stupid asstronomy assignment (that was a whole differnt headache and a half.) In my haste to get out of there, I'd shoved my T-Card into my jacket pocket and forgotten about it. Then this morning, since the weather had promised to be mild, I'd decided to wear my lighter jacket instead of my leather one. You better believe I cussed like a sailor when I realized what I'd done. I'm such a fuck up.
So now I'm screwed. I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do now. Well actually I have two choices, neither of them very promising. I could either come here on Saturday and/or Sunday and watch the movie in the AVL, that is assuming they have copies that stay only in the library. I had to do that with my last film assignment and let me tell you, it is not a fun way to spend the weekend. My second choice is to wait until Monday, come back to the library and try to get my hands on a copy of "La Guerre est Finie" which doesn't sound like a very good idea to me. Fuck. So there you have it. I'm royally screwed. There might be a third option but I'm not sure it will work or not. When I last rented the films for the assignment, I made sure to save a copy of them onto my hard drive. The first film transferred fine, but I ran into a bit of a problem with "La Guerre est Finie". Since the film was in French, I needed to have the DVD controls to turn on the French subtitles. Unfortunately, I have the video sans subtitles and I'm not fluent in French so you can see why I'm fucked. However, there is a chance that if I bought a blank DVD and burned the film onto it, I'd be able to work the DVD menu and turn on the subtitles. I'm not 100% sure it will work though. Also, blank DVDs are ridiculously expensive and I don't really want to have my own personal copy of "La Guerre..." Not to mention it is illeagal to be making copies like that. Dammit. What the fuck am I going to do. Why am I such a fucking retard? Why do I fail at life? Someone please shoot me. Put me out of my fucking misery. Cock shit ass fuck cunt. (Just thought I'd throw those in for good measure. Hey, I put that warning there for a reason. If you read this despite my disclaimer and are offended, you have wavered your rite to complain. Don't piss and moan to me right now because I am NOT in a good mood.)
Posted at 04:15 pm by Anguissette
Mar 24, 2004

Mulder & Scully Are Love
That's all you get bitches! I know I'm a lazy SOB, so deal with it. Back to astronomy hell for me! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Make it DIE!!!!!!!
Posted at 04:20 pm by Anguissette
Mar 8, 2004
Just thought I'd share the wallpaper I made tonight. It's crappy but I kinda like it still. I guess because it was relatively simple to make. So here it is: Gabrielle, from Xena: Warrior Princess, and her infamous "Bilious Green Sports Bra". Enjoy!

Posted at 11:42 pm by Anguissette
Mar 7, 2004
Alias...LARK and other steamy subjects.
Spoilers ahead so if you haven't seen tonight's episode "Blowback" and don't like spoilers, you'd better skip this entry.
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You've been warned. So anyways, tonight was a hoot and a half, especially for the LARK enthusiasts. Now I'm not a LARK fanatic, but I must say that I am intrigued by the dichotomy of these two characters. Also, Sark and Lauren do look amazing together.
So Lauren and Sark are at it again. They do make formidable opponents for Sydney and Vaughn. Thanks to Lauren's double agenting, Sark and herself are able to stay one step ahead of Syd and Vaughn, beating them to Vancouver and nearly getting the bomb off the boat. It was a very close call for Vaughn, but wasn't Marshall sute when he freaked out and kept on yelling "You can do it"?
Lets talk about the getaway in Vancouver. That was shameless product placement wasn't it? I laughed so hard when Syd wanted to take the truck. Really, a truck vs a porsche? That was a wicked chase scene though. I knew as soon as Lauren started to demand Sark pull over that they were going to start making out. Lauren is a bitch, even in bed, but Sark seems to like it.
Side notes on other storylines; what kind of game is Sloane trying to play? If he turns out to be Sydney's father I will puke. What the hell is JJ Abrams thinking? Also, why the hell would Irina ever sleep with Sloane? Ewwwww. I love Jack Bristow and I hope that he is Sydney's real father, because if he's not and he finds out he's not, he will be crushed. On the plus side though, he'd probably go kill Sloane.
So Vaughn dropped his gun huh? Was there ever a doubt that he still loves Sydney. It's great that it irked Lauren. Things are getting really interesting in this twisted love tringle. Does Lauren actually care for Vaughn? If she does, she's got a funny way of showing it.
Well that's my two cents, and then some. Can't wait till next week's episode.
Posted at 11:31 pm by Anguissette
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