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| Name September 5, 2004 01:20 AM PDT  Sean(cont'd) And you wouldn't know about real loss, because that only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself, and you've never dared to love anything that much. - Ido know about real loss in this case, cause I loved my grandfather more than I loved myself, and I lost him years ago. And I am reliving it know with you. I am on the verge of losing you because of my stupid pride and lack of self security. Yer right, i am sorry for being insecure. But I am not seeking to be the center of attention. Most of my life has been done hiding in the shadows as a kid in school, cause when I was at the centre it was only so the other kids could pick on me. And yeah i am insecure, but hell, what are you gonna do when yer dad fucking drinks and takes it out on you and verbally beats you into nothingness, telling you you ain't never good enough or that you're a failure. That I apologize for. But for all that I try to be a better man for you. And shit if I don't love you more than I love myself. And I feel at a big loss here, cause there is no end to what i would do for you...to keep you with me. I came all the way down there today to be with you, to fight for us, cause I didn;t wanna lose you the way I did when i hung up..and i am scared of losing you cause I love you more than anything else out there. i love you more than my dream to be an actor, and that dream is my definition...it's who I am. And do I dare love you more than I do myself? Yeah i do. I put all my chips on the table and hope everyday what being doesn't go down on what i got invested in us. I dare to love you more than i love me, b/c you mean that much to my world. everyday, everyday. And i don't wanna lose something this important, that it surpasses my own personal well being. | ||
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| Mel Gibson Jr. April 9, 2004 12:46 PM PDT Very nice..good job. But yer obsessed with this guy! ooooo. He's kissing the girl passionately..do u wish you were her? OOOOOOoooo LOL! great job sweeti! I am very proud, disturbed, but proud! Hahahaha! | ||
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