Which Member of the Endless Are You?
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Which Member of the Endless Are You? |
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| Name September 5, 2004 01:08 AM PDT  To have the love be there for her forever. Through anything, through cancer. You wouldn't know about sleeping sitting up in a hospital room for two months holding her hand and not leaving because the doctors could see in your eyes that the term "visiting hours" didn't apply to you. - k, well this is just an apology to your Uncle Matthew more than anything. I know yer Auntie Ally (was it her) died recently and when I was reading this quote I felt like shit. I can't imagine what he went through or how probably this quote described his life for a little while, and for me that is scary. But the fact he loved and loves her so much leaves me in awe and he has my most heartfelt respects and admirations. takes a lot of courage to stand by and watch that and to feel that helpless. Takes all the love you got inside you and then some. And that's why I feel like shit about it still. Cause I forgot what yer trying to do for him, when I got caught up in the fact I have to leave home soon. I let it slip my mind when you didn't say g'night to me. See I really wasn't mad when you went to the pool hall with him. I actually was proud of you b/c you were trying to help him recover after such a loss. And somehow in all the pains of work and the stress of my upcoming year I let it slip my mind that night and sent you that fucking email! I am sorry. Please apologize to him for me. I wish I could have started off meeting him at the Tower and given him the full tour myself. i looked forward to meeting him actually...but stuff got in the way and I had to look after it. But still, he must think I am a fucking prick to not only abuse his niece but do so when she is trying to make the world better for him again (and hell he must know that cause you yelled it out this morning). All I can say is that, yes I am a selfish and morbid human being...I will forever hate myself for it, from here on out. I will ever beg his forgiveness and look for another opportunity to remake an impression. | ||
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| Mel Gibson Jr. April 11, 2004 08:41 PM PDT I dunno what the Hell endless is, or where you get this stuff...but i am "desired",always possessing and never possessed. What the hell? Oh well. TTYL! | ||
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